(many of which were called “nonaddictive” or “not habit-forming”) that
helped us sleep or gave us extra energy or loosened our inhibitions or
relieved our pain with an exquisite surge of bliss.
Potentially, this strong desire, almost a need, for such psychoactive
(mind-affecting) mood-changers can be embedded root-deep in any-
body who is much of a drinker.
Even if, technically, in pharmacological terms, a drug is not an
addictive one, we can easily get habituated to it and dependent on it, we
have repeatedly found. Some of us believe we have “addictive person-
alities,” and our experience gives reinforcing support to that concept
So we go to great lengths to avoid all commonly abused drugs—
such as marijuana, “meth,” barbiturates, “crack,” cocaine, oxycodone,
Vicodin, “acid,” “tranks,” “Ectasy,” heroin, “poppers”—and even many
over-the-counter remedies and herbal supplements.
Even to those of us who never got hooked on any of them, it is clear
that they represent a real potential danger, for we have seen it demon-
strated over and over and over again. Drugs will often reawaken the old
craving for “oral magic,” or some kind of high, or peace. And if we get
by with using them once or twice, it often seems ever so much easier
to pick up a drink.
The Fellowship of Alcoholics Anonymous is not an antidrug or
antimarijuana lobby. As a whole, we take no moral or legal position
either for or against any other substance. (Every member of A.A.,
though, is entitled, like any other adult, to hold any opinion on these
matters, and to take any action that seems right to him or to her.)
This is somewhat similar to A.A. members’ position—or probably
“non-position” is more accurate—on booze and drinking. As a fellowship,
we are not antialcohol or against drinking for the millions of people who
can use it without causing any harm, either to themselves or to others.
Some (but not all) of us who have been sober a while are quite will-
ing to serve drinks in our homes to our nonalcoholic guests. To drink
or not is their right. Not to drink, or to drink if we choose, is equally
our right, and we have no quarrel with what other people do. We have
generally concluded, for ourselves only, that drinking is not good for
us, and we have found ways of living without it which we much prefer
to our drunken days.
Not all, but quite a few recovered alcoholics find that their body
chemistry has become permanently tolerant to painkilling drugs, so
they have to have extra large doses when an analgesic or anesthetic is
required for medical purposes.
Some of us report adverse reactions to local anesthetics (such
as Novocain) injected by a dentist. At the least, we leave the chair
extremely nervous, and the condition may last quite a while, unless we
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